Slap Him Back

As I was riding home with my teenager yesterday, I began talking to her about relationships. I asked her,

“What would you do if you had been dating someone for a year or more, and you were madly in love with him, and during an argument, he slapped you?”

Her immediate response was, “I would slap him back.”

A couple of months ago, I would have given her a high five and said, “that’s my girl.” But, hearing those words come from her mouth now profoundly saddened me.

I thought of a conversation I had with another couple about a year ago when I was still with my husband. I shared with them that I taught my girls to fight back if a man ever hit them. The absolute horror on their faces as the couple let me know that this was probably some of the worst advice I could give my girls is ingrained in my brain. This couple, who is also raising a daughter, could never imagine their little girl engaging in a fight with a man. On the other hand, I was involved in a physically abusive relationship that I was not ready to give up on, so self-preservation by fighting back was my way of life. I never once considered the serious danger my daughters potentially faced trying to meet the strength of a man.

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Coming back to reality, rather than high-five my daughter, I took a moment to explain that she should never have to deal with a situation like this. I explained that men are not supposed to hit women they love and vice versa. I told her that feelings and emotions make things complicated, and I wish I could be sure that she would leave, never to look back at the first sign of abuse. But, speaking from experience, it is not always that simple.

It is my hope that she learns to love and respect herself enough so that maybe she can avoid engaging with an abuser altogether. But, if by chance she finds herself in an abusive relationship, she should not be silent! And as long as I am around, I will always provide a safe space for her.

Much Love,


Published by Tonza D. Ruffin

Perfectly Imperfect but VERY PROUD WOMAN, MOM, LAWYER, and AUTHOR, but most importantly...LIFE LOVER! I laugh loud, I work hard, I play hard, I am adventurous, I am curious, I am driven, I have moments of deep insecurity, I am loving, I am vulnerable, I am explosive (not one of my finer qualities), I dance around my house alone, I am an awful perfectionist which makes my insecurity worse, I sing out loud in my car without any concern for whose watching, I have trust issues, I do not live through my children, I no longer try to force my children into the mold that I created so that I could feel validated as a mother, I am a risk-taker, I am guarded in my personal life, I am kind, I am grateful. I am so excited about the rest of my life!

3 thoughts on “Slap Him Back

  1. I think it’s great that you were able to reflect on your original thought. A man should NEVER raise his hand to a woman. As suggested to you, a man that’s abrasive will just use the fact that she slapped him back as an excuse to be even more abusive. My point is, if you strike a female then there is a pretty good chance it will happen again. If you’re in a relationship but not married the best advice is to back away and look in another direction. If you’re married and didn’t see any disrespect prior to the incident, then you need to look for professional help as soon as possible for both of you. If he refuses help then obviously he doesn’t see where he has done anything wrong. You then have some tough decisions to make. Just a side note. Never think you did anything that would deserve being violated by any man.

  2. Certainly love is not abuse. My response would be just like your daughter as I was raised to defend myself. I’ve experienced a significant other hitting me once and I respond just as I was taught. After the altercation we were able to have a long discussion and we both pledged never to raise a hand to hit each other. Some 20 years later we’ve never hit each other again. As a mother I shared that story with our daughter and advised her love is never black and blue. We have taught her to be independent and have self value. Encouraged her to never be silent and allow herself to remain in an abusive relationship of any type. It is our hope as parents we are modeling acceptable behaviors for a healthy relationship.

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